Beberapa hari ini sibuk banget blajar bwat exam n nulis paper. Akirnya bisa istirahat bentar, hari ini aja, soale bsk dah hrs mbetulin paper buat rough draft 2.
Tadi waktu di kelas, dibagiin paper yg trakir. Sebelum kelas, tiba2 guruku datengin, tanya2 ttg aku nulis paper ya apa. Aku bilang sih saadane ide tatulis ae. Trus dee blg, bagus paperku... Yeee, hepy deh, paling ga g parah. Eh tapi pas masuk kelas, suru ngumpulin rough draft yang baru n mbaca punyae temen. Tiba2 dee lecture. Katae paper yg trakir itu disappointing. Trus dee bilangno problem2 yg sering muncul d paper2 kita. Aku mrasa kira2 sparo aku ada smua...
Nah, abis gitu dee blg mo mbagi paper yg trakir itu sambil dipanggil satu2 k dpn gitu, diajak ngmg2 bntr ttg paper e. Aku dah deg2an... Langsung mikirin alesan2 yg bisa dipake bwat njawabi pertanyaan2e dee. Abis 2org pertama yg disuru maju, disuru mbaca sebagian dr paper e, trus suru njelasno, knapa koq g nurut aturane dee, koq g nyambung b pertanyaane, dll...
Aku dipanggil ketiga. Begitu nama disebut lgs dag dig dug gitu... Jalan pelan2 ke depan... Guruku masih nunduk ngliatin paper ku sambil dibolak balik. Aku diem di depane mejae. Trus dee liat aku, ngasihno paper e, sambil bilang, "you're good, well done!" trus senyum. Pertamae aku bingung, udah, gitu tok? Trus aku senyum balek. Dee blg "you did a great job!" trus aku balek duduk... Ternyata dapet A!!! Comment e jg cm "wonderful job". Huehehheh... I was so freaking happy at that time..
But then, I realized that this course is graded on the improvement we make throughout the semester. I got a C+/B on my first paper, got a B on my second, and an A on my third. I still have 2 more papers to write. That means if I want an A for the course I'm gonna need to get As on my last two papers too! Damn it!!! Pressure is on, and my rough draft for my fourth paper is terrible!! I can't find good quotations and make connections. Really need to spend more time on this one!!
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